Due to the complaints that the jet black blackground with small font made reading difficult, I've changed it back to the old template. Couldnt be bothered to get a new one. The Tagboard is hence back again.
Yup 9 more days and its time to 'go public'. ha ha ha.
Relationship check? Still walking daily in faith I guess. The whole faith and standing firm thing over the past month's IP still definitely apply, despite the seemingingly 'change of season'. To say that I don't struggle would be a big fat lie. It's a daily self concious decision to not live for myself, to not listen to the sinful nature. Doesnt mean that if i'm a CM, that means I am already there. No one is perfect, as much i would like to be. Everyone's learning.
Few weeks back I mentioned I didnt really like the tag of 'P.S' put onto me. Which causes people to make preconceived notions. BUT on the other hand, if this is what He wants for me, then so be it. The P.S i shall be, and only by His grace and His grace alone, that all will work out.
I should really start to take ownership. Less of me, more of Him. I'm still waiting for something. A vision? a direction? maybe just a word. Be strong and take heart. Wait upon the Lord.
It's true that PM is the engine room for the whole of OCF. But maybe I should start by taking that notion out, which is quite a trap for being proud. Sure its important, but what's more important is that I realise that PM (ok not only PM but all other ministries) serves EVERYONE else. And we serve with humility and love.
For me? to seek, obey, serve and lastly lead. I guess that's my challenge.
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