Fireworks. A potent concoction of gunpowder and explosives yet it produces such a wonderful and breath-taking display of colour and light.
In some way, we are all like fireworks.
We climb, we shine and always go seperate ways and become further apart.
Then even when that time comes, let's not disappear like a firework and continue to shine. Forever.
Wednesday, March 29
Tuesday, March 28
Honestly
Seriously, I'm ok. I'm feeling all right.
If i dont talk, it doesn't mean i'm in a bad mood.
If i say something retrospective about myself, it doesn't mean i'm feeling down.
I'll never fully understand other people but i know of someone who does.
I can only ask that you find solace, comfort and answers in that person who really understands and knows you through and through.
That's the only thing i can do. Ask on your behalf.
If i dont talk, it doesn't mean i'm in a bad mood.
If i say something retrospective about myself, it doesn't mean i'm feeling down.
I'll never fully understand other people but i know of someone who does.
I can only ask that you find solace, comfort and answers in that person who really understands and knows you through and through.
That's the only thing i can do. Ask on your behalf.
Sunday, March 26
42
My lab seat no. now is 42. I lived on street 42 once. The first time i asked my mom about her age, she was 42. I'll never escape this wretched number
Saturday, March 25
My mind should really really shut up
Some people just wanna act so damn cool and i'm above all this.
For goodness sake man, it's someones birthday.
For goodness sake man, it's someones birthday.
My mind should really shut up
Hmmm i think i should stop this smile and say everything's all right nonsense. Too much of it isnt doesnt do good for my integrity apparently. haha
Anyway, sometimes i think people should just respect people who are just doing their own jobs. I really feel bad for JM (first time i'm using this abbreviation thing for people's name haha) sometimes that she has to face with such immaturity. JM has a tough job to do and all you people just wanna have fun at her expense.
It isnt easy being a person who has to enforce the rules on others. It's not nice being the 'bad' guy but she still serves faithfully.
All in all all i have to say is
IF YOU GUYS ARE SO SMART TO MAKE COMMENTS, TAKE OVER HER JOB. Get off ur lazy butts and back up those words of yours. seriously man. Just bring it.
Anyway, sometimes i think people should just respect people who are just doing their own jobs. I really feel bad for JM (first time i'm using this abbreviation thing for people's name haha) sometimes that she has to face with such immaturity. JM has a tough job to do and all you people just wanna have fun at her expense.
It isnt easy being a person who has to enforce the rules on others. It's not nice being the 'bad' guy but she still serves faithfully.
All in all all i have to say is
IF YOU GUYS ARE SO SMART TO MAKE COMMENTS, TAKE OVER HER JOB. Get off ur lazy butts and back up those words of yours. seriously man. Just bring it.
Wednesday, March 22
The Past
Does what we do in the past define what we are today?
If so, aren't we all just prisoner of our own devices?
True, the consequences of our actions still hang around. We should be responsible for the consequences of our actions but at the same time, we should transform every past hurt and mistake into an opportunity for learning, both for ourselves and for others.
Then does our past circumstances define us? I think not
Our attitude towards our circumstances defines us. What we believe in our heart defines us.
Like water reflects a man's face, a man's heart reflects a man.
If our hearts continue to wallow in the past and not believe in he who has set us free, we will always be prisoners.
If so, aren't we all just prisoner of our own devices?
True, the consequences of our actions still hang around. We should be responsible for the consequences of our actions but at the same time, we should transform every past hurt and mistake into an opportunity for learning, both for ourselves and for others.
Then does our past circumstances define us? I think not
Our attitude towards our circumstances defines us. What we believe in our heart defines us.
Like water reflects a man's face, a man's heart reflects a man.
If our hearts continue to wallow in the past and not believe in he who has set us free, we will always be prisoners.
Wednesday, March 15
Conversations
'I'm stupid'
'You're not. Dont look down on youself.'
There's a fine line between total surrender and pessimism
'You're not. Dont look down on youself.'
There's a fine line between total surrender and pessimism
Ramblings
A long walk does wonders and the following thought just keeps showing up in my mind "Things will work out somehow."
That I strongly believe, even though I am a melancholic pessimist at times.
That I strongly believe, even though I am a melancholic pessimist at times.
Saturday, March 11
Confessions of a madman
A hypocrite? maybe...
If it keeps the sadness off her face, i'm willing to be the biggest hypocrite there is.
If it keeps the sadness off her face, i'm willing to be the biggest hypocrite there is.
Friday, March 10
Thursday, March 9
Reunited
I thought i left her behind a long time ago. Occasionally we talked, but we never really connected. On Monday, we met again. I always thought we had our last dance and had already said our goodbyes.
However, fate decided to play its hand in this again. We connected. It was beautiful once more, like i never left her at all. Sure i was nervous at the start, heck i wasn't even dressed for the occassion, but everything was smooth sailing after the initial jitters. I could feel the passion in me again. She could see the hunger in my eyes. It was all coming back to me. It was absolutely lovely.
'Post up, spin move, take a shot.' 1-2-score. As simple as that.
However, fate decided to play its hand in this again. We connected. It was beautiful once more, like i never left her at all. Sure i was nervous at the start, heck i wasn't even dressed for the occassion, but everything was smooth sailing after the initial jitters. I could feel the passion in me again. She could see the hunger in my eyes. It was all coming back to me. It was absolutely lovely.
'Post up, spin move, take a shot.' 1-2-score. As simple as that.
Monday, March 6
Conversations
'You're leaving again, aren't you?' She asked
The only reply was a grin. That all so familiar facial expression to her. A facade he always put on, a mask he always wore. It wasn't a maniacal grin yet it wasn't a cheeky, happy grin. She could never quite put her finger on it.
"If only you had held onto me longer." he said
She sat motionless momentarily. He left, and then she cried.
The only reply was a grin. That all so familiar facial expression to her. A facade he always put on, a mask he always wore. It wasn't a maniacal grin yet it wasn't a cheeky, happy grin. She could never quite put her finger on it.
"If only you had held onto me longer." he said
She sat motionless momentarily. He left, and then she cried.
Sunday, March 5
Pillar of Ice
I've got alot to comment about right now, and there's plenty of thoughts and opinions running through my head right now that i wish i could have unleashed at people. I am also abit uncertain on what i should do, whether should i step up or not. It makes good sense, but i dont know what to make of it.
THEREFORE
I'd rather keep quiet and pray about it, before I do something i regret.
THEREFORE
I'd rather keep quiet and pray about it, before I do something i regret.