The missing ingredient

We are a happy family, albeit a weird one... hahaha
It scares me to think that along the way, there will be MAJOR disagreements and people being unhappy with each other. But what makes a family? Love; sticking with and for each other even though things go really wrong.

I dont know... but I just thank God for putting everyone in their place. When I look around the apartment and just see everyone, even when the 2 chaps are playing winning eleven, I'm just inwardly smiling.

Everyone has their own special role to play and is each one is GIFTED at it, but even so, all of it so interwined that we dont even know it. I think we will really know what it means when it says 'when one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honoured, every part rejoices with it.' Another take on unity I guess.

Randomness... but swiss food is yum, even though its eaten in a hurry. What's swiss? Rosti, cowbells, fondue, swiss army knives, swiss bank, beer that tastes like water... hahaha

and I can't play guitar game for nuts! I've got a lazy last finger, that refuses to move. or rather i just have bad hand eye coordination.... ha

I'm still waiting for it... the missing ingredient. The step of faith doesnt end at the decision. It begins... and the steps are gonna be bigger and larger, and the road ahead will be even darker and darker until I cant even see where i'm going... and all I have left is to listen and follow, to let Him lead me, to hold on to Him. I cant lead PM myself, the magnitude of it is really too BIG for me to handle alone. But my God is BIG, and there is nothing He cannot do.