Providence

I am definitely not a visionary, neither am I prophetic.

but i do know that

I fall, I keep stumbling, I doubt, I cry out, I get disillusioned, I struggle, I complain, I get angry and impatient, I sin. Is that it means to lead by doubt? I am still learning and struggling with brokeness... To yield everything to Him and realise on my own there is NOTHING i can do correct. To know Him more and to follow Him....

I know that only by His more than sufficient grace and love, the weak will say I am strong. That is good enough. I'm human and real. I'm no super-saint...

Is this what u people are looking for?