Regrets

Depression, anger, rage.
What's the point of the above? To get attention? To gain sympathy? To make people around you feel responsible for you? To transfer the hurt you feel to another? To make a statement to a world which you think owes you something? To get back something you can never have?

Immature...
Selfish...
Self Destruction...

Your life is your own responsibility.
Your circumstances might cause you hurt, but it's your choice on how to react to it.
Dont blame others around you, ultimately it's still your life.
Nobody owes you anything. Stop thinking that your foolish behaviour will make people guilty about you. Only a child acts that way.

You say u are hopeless? Perhaps u have been looking for hope in the wrong place?
Think about that carefully.
What do you live for?
Pick youself up, get your act together.